Sunday, January 17, 2016

"Thoughts about you." POEM






Chasing jackrabbits

With a full moon rising

Shadow curtains

Fall across my mind

Thinking about 

Letting you go

brings me back

where I started at

Jackrabbits running across

Night time horizon with

Moon shadows hiding

Coyotes in my heart

Cowboy songs

Fill my empty rooms

With noble notes

About keeping going

When all I want

Is to lay down

But those dirt dogs are

Chasing my rabbit soul

As a full moon shines.

DS Baker

Tuesday, January 5, 2016

"Walking Dead" POEM



When I take my walk
Ghosts haunt my steps

Never wishing to intrude
Just to converse

Usually upon some abandon street corner

I try to avoid them
Taking brambled paths

In river’s bend or hidden
Amongst choke berries

They ambush me with stories

I stumble into
British regulars congregating
With butternut and gray

Yet they
Allow me to pass
Unmolested

As I too once carried a rifle and a pack

Slaves shaking
fear my tread
Hearing hounds calling

Speaking in tongues
Long gone from memory

Eternally running away
From the swamp that holds them
still

Dead relatives have found me
Tracked across desert wastes

I have them perched in trees
Chatting amongst squirrels

Waiting to gossip again once more.

Once in a blue moon
I
find
them

Surprising them
In a day time nap
Shaking them to motion

Drunk on life
Telling them to sleep it off

I kick them out of my way
Like a bouncer in a bar

To a graveyard of their choosing.


DS Baker

Monday, December 7, 2015

New Testament in Concrete~Story.

photograph by Asher Ovadiah


       New Testament 
        in
   Concrete



One afternoon I dropped my quarters as I tried to insert them in the box for the paper, outside of Sal Reznick's Kosher Deli. Bending over to pick up my runaway coins, I saw what looked like hieroglyphics carved in the sidewalk.

A newsstand had rested on this place with the best yellow journalism in town for sale. The stand with its green fold up walls and the old guy with the change purse on his hip, had been replaced by a squadron gaily colored plastic and stamped steel newspaper racks.

Intrigued I walked back to Sal's and grabbed some napkins and a tall glass of Hudson River water to go, and began to clean the carefully chiseled words. At first they appeared as Cuneiform, or Hieratic script covered up in city soot and pyroclastic flows of chewed bubble gum. Confused signals of age in the epoch of acid rain.

Perplexed at first, I squatted before the dispensers of global knowledge as if I were some sort neo-savage from a dystopian future.Clarity came with careful applications of water sprinkled then wiped into the carved letters. Freeing up the microscopic flotsam and jetsam of time long since past.

I read: “On this corner I first saw you and fell in love.-Aug ‘47”

After ten minutes of careful digging more became visible. All the while the voices of college professors from classes long slept through, began screaming in my ear, " Need to be careful! Document everything!" or "You are destroying information!" rang like Mynabirds uselessly repeating the same lines over and over again, in my head, until it became a solid hum in between my ears.

In the same hand, I read the next line, “I proposed to you on this corner. Aug ‘49.”

The lettering appeared to fade downward like a beach meeting the sea. I had to go back inside to get more water and this time I grabbed a handful of toothpicks. Carefully I worked through a minute archaeological scale of accumulated junk, which had almost reconstituted itself into a new form of stone. I thought to myself, this must be what Schliemann must have felt like when digging up Troy.


Finally the poured stone revealed, “Isaac, Sarah and Jacob you gave to me.- ‘50, ‘53 and ‘59.”

Then what I thought was maybe age, palsy or grief etched the final lines into the pavement. 


“You left me at this corner, to prepare a seat for me in the hall of our Lord.- ‘01. Let this be my Shem-Mem-Resh, I keep my commandments,."

A life lived in four lines. With all the world to fill in the blanks. I wondered what did the all the years between look like? Did their children grow and prosper
? What about the birthdays, weddings, babies born or like any New Yorker did the writer see the end of the Twin Towers?

Then it hit me. Maybe the writer wrote down the pure essential highlights from his life. Then I thought I saw a line or an arrow pointing toward a new set of carvings. I was busy trying to wash the sidewalk when a police officer tapped me on my shoulder with his night stick.

"Hey buddy, wanna to explain to me why you are washing the sidewalk with them dirty napkins?" Officer Trujillo asked in perfect Brooklyn diction.


I said, I had found an interesting bit of urban history, a bit of local narrative sitting here in hidden in plain sight. I showed him the carved sidewalk, and he pushed his cap back on his head as leaned in and read what I had found. I told him I thought there was more but I couldn't tell as the sun was going down and I needed more light.

Officer Trujillo,-Marty as he introduced himself to me said, "This was Julius Myers News Stand for over fifty years. His wife had breast cancer. She fought it as long as she could. When I was a rookie he would always have cup of coffee waiting for me when I worked the graveyard shift, before Sal's would open he would be sitting in his stand reading a novel or playing a game of chess with someone he knew by mail. He closed down my second year walking my beat."

Marty shined his light on the carvings and indeed there was an arrow scratched into the concrete. We followed it, and it terminated underneath a New York Times box.

Officer Marty, pushed on the box and it moved over enough to where we could see the faint carved letters beneath the concrete pad the newspaper box was anchored to.

I started brushing off the dirt. Grabbed the last bit of water and poured it over the sidewalk. The final chapter was carved deeply into the sidewalk with a younger man's hand.

"West. 42nd Street is so much more than a boulevard of intersections. Fifty four years of marriage, three children with six grandchildren a family has carved their heart's history making their covenant to remember.”

The End.

DS Baker.

"The El" a reworking for Myrlindo

Image courtesy of
http://www.brujoinca.com/



"The El"

Happy were nights when trees shadowed by moonlight
gave no residence to ghostly visitors

Joyous moments when passing from waking into
Orpheus's gentle embrace
personal pestilence of ghosts
did not
plague me

Those moments were longed for
yearned for
making me an
addict searching
for my daily
fix

Terrible were nights
when my dead perched in skeletal trees
shrieking
their harpy scorn

These were the nights when
I, me, the el, senor Brujo
would have such long
discourses
As to make
parliamentarians weep

My dead and their wants
desires
cry's pitiful
for
one more moment
of life's extension
could not
would not
suffice

Yet they would flock to me
seeking
absolution
past sins
angry at living souls for living
when they
could not

Only to be sated with stories of the living
and the lived
To be forgotten their true fearful hell

As nights would wind
coil relentlessly forward
they would
eventually drift

Drift towards
some forgotten abattoir
after spending the night wanting, and needing
to hide once more from living truth

I, me, myself,  the el, senor Brujo would hasten stumbling steps
with poems from poets
long mouldering
in their own
graves imbued with magical powers
of verse

sharing those captured moments
illusive rare
sating my dead's desires

Worry lines would ease
as I would read Cervantes
No matter the eve's wearing presence
upon my brow

To be a gallant
about a lady's honor
was a fine
fiction

In daily repose
regain strength
for another eve of
relentless bickering

I, me, the el, senor Brujo
resting my soul
in
Sancho Panza's care

Dreaming
until needed
once
more...

-Fin-

DS Baker.

Monday, July 6, 2015

"Harbinger Blues."




I see conquerors building again

using liquid bones from past empires

Oklahoma dancing the frakulation jig

as the band plays on

Buffalo cry in rivers of gasoline

ghost dancers have given up the ghost

Empty calories fill voided souls

watching pro wrestling

Beyond tired of others desires

eating fear with my meals

I've given my guns to a lake of fire

walked away clean

I will shake hands

of he who will take my breath away

Got those harbinger blues

black birds are circling me

Voices are whispering my name 

as I fall asleep

Dreaming my soul is a shredded plastic bag

caught in tumbleweeds

Leaving eternal confetti in each bounce

seeds of thought in non-biodegradable plastic sheaths

Black birds circle 

gas fires burning brighter than the Sun

Tell me how to get rid of these

Harbinger Blues...

-DS Baker

Saturday, December 27, 2014

Rio Grande





"The River"


Cottonwood leaves floating

golden coins
make a treasure

wet salt grass
leaf mold perfume banks

oxidized shapes 
undulate

gun metal gray
beneath silvered surface

crystal lace frames her

one who travels
a lady on a journey

golden cloak
upon her back

she is free
singing 

I crossed the 

Rio Grande
last night

her real name
kept secret

with a solitary note

an Owl 
marked

my 
passage.

-Fin-

DS Baker

Monday, October 21, 2013

STORY-Veteran Day Thoughts.

I remember my first newspaper article I wrote. It was a piece about riding along with the Nye County Sheriffs Department, in the town of Pahrump, Nevada. I was authorized a press pass and introduced to a local Sheriff's Deputy. It was an interesting and extremely informative night spent learning of how lonely and dangerous it was to be a police officer in a rural community with a patrol area of roughly 300 square miles. The sheriff's department had only four deputies to include the shift Sgt, and the one I was riding with as the total police force. Backup could be a long time coming.

I was nervous in the extreme that evening. Not about being shot or involved in something I could not handle or that the deputy could not handle, no it was I might miss something or misunderstand what was going on. I took copious notes. I think I all but filled a yellow legal pad that night. I rode for a full 12 hours. I stayed with my deputy from the time he went on shift, through the dregs of his night when he filled out his paperwork. I don't think mystery writers, films or TV shows can ever emphasize enough the amount of paperwork each officer has to do. It was an 18 hour day by the time the paperwork was finished. I remember coming home, kissing my wife and daughter and sliding into bed a zombie.

I wrote my article over the next few days and as a backstop, I sent my rough article to a very dear friend Linda Vernon in Wyoming. She was a former police officer, who had become a writer. She was kind enough to pre-edit my story before I submitted it to my editor. Two days later, my editor a man for this story who will go by simply as Mr. Mark, called me into his office. When I arrived, there was a stack of newspapers on his desk wrapped up in twine, with a sticky note attached.

"David have you seen today's edition" Mr. Mark asked.

I took the offered spare chair in his office and replied, "No sir I have not."

Mr. Mark paused for a moment and then grinned, "Well son, if you are going to be in the newspaper business you need to become neurotic like the rest of us, when you know you have submitted something for publishing."

That's when I noticed, the stack of papers sitting on his desk. Mr. Mark pushed them towards me and just grinned. On the front page, above the fold, was my very first newspaper article.

"You are going to need these papers, so you can cut out and keep a record of your work. Every newspaper reporter does. Because sooner or later you are going to need to leave here and find another paper to write for." He said with his face lit up.

He then grabbed me by the arm, and took me to where the newspaper's news room and editing spaces were located. "See that room there David?" He asked me.

I nodded my head and said that I did.

"Do you know what it is full of?" Mr. Mark asked me in a very serious tone.

At first I thought he was pulling my leg and this was practical joke they pulled on the new guy, and so I cautiously replied, "Uh, a room full of reporters?"

"Exactly! Not a God Damned one of them a writer! Hell give me six weeks and I can make a reporter out of a circus monkey. But either you are a writer or you are not a writer. You have to be born to tell stories." He then clapped me on the shoulders, gave me a tour of the place and introduced me to the rest of the staff.

Eight months later, I walked into his office and took my old US Army map, carrying, case, one each, off my shoulders and pulled out my reporters pad, to talk to him about a story I was working on.

Mr. Mark noticed my bag and said to me, "Whoa there son. Where did you get that thing?" Nodding his head towards my bag.

"I stole it fair and square from the US Army. They gave it to me and never asked for it back. So I figured they had more than they could use, and it is my souvenir for being a nice guy."

Mr. Mark just laughed and bent over and pulled something from behind his desk, and held it up for me to see. It was a canvas map case like mine.

"I have been carrying this thing around with me for close to 37 years." He said.

That's when we discovered we were both bastard step children graduates and alumni of the Ft. Benning School for wayward youth. A couple of nights later we sat in a local cantina  eating something called Pollo el Diablo and enjoying handmade margaritas. We shared our stories. He told me of being an Infantryman in Vietnam; while I shared humorous stories of belonging to a National Guard unit that looked and acted like a cross between Kelly's Heroes and Hogan's Heroes.

Post Script. Mr Mark was one of those unfortunate souls who was sprayed with Agent Orange. Like so many of his generation, his battlefield wounds in the end caused his death decades after being exposed to the chemical grandfather to Roundup. They told me he went quickly, editing a report on a dodgy county council member who had approve some rather shady zone variances for a developer. His heart just stopped. He was as it turned out, my first editor and so far my last editor. I miss him deeply. He is my 2013 Veterans Day Remembrance.

-DS Baker